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Today is K’s birthday — HAPPY BIRTHDAY, K!!!!

It would also be my best friend Christy’s 31st birthday. Earlier, I listened to both discs of Jekyll & Hyde: The Gothic Musical Thriller because it is awesome and because I know she would’ve enjoyed that. Happy birthday, Christy. I know you sang along with me.

In other news, my other BFF, Jay (who is an awesome writer and you should check out his website), appeared in a short film! You should watch it because it involves girls in pajamas talking about geeky things. Jay plays the pizza delivery boy.

In celebration of today, I spent a chunk of the day outlining all the major plot points of The Third Seer (Rayne Book #1) and setting up the Big Bad Villain of Book #2. There’s still a lot of work to be done, not the least of which is actually writing it, but I’m happy with the progress.

Back in May, I talked a bit about some of the changes that I was planning. This would only make sense to those of you that read the first six chapters of the first draft.

I got a few emails asking me why I’d opted to make those particular changes, so here go some answers.

Why get rid of Naia and Ry?

Originally, Naia and Ry were going to play an important part of the plot, except I never got around to establishing their purpose. In the end, they came across as very flat characters and there’s nothing I hate more than flat characters. It is likely that they will still exist in the second version. But they will not be main characters.

Why get rid of Braeden?

I have to be honest: I hated Braeden. With a fiery passion. I brought him in as a (temporary) love interest for Aeryn, but every time I went to write him I wanted to punch him in the face. Since my original plans for the storyline changed, I realized there was no reason for Braeden to be there anymore.

Why bring in a demon?

I wanted to bring a non-human character into Aeryn’s and Azure’s circle. So, I was trying to think of an unlikely ally, which, given Azure’s religious convictions, could be pretty much anything. But having Azure befriend a demon sounded too ridiculous and awesome to pass up. Also: She’s going to be really fun to write.

Any new characters besides this demon?

Yes! Two major ones that I can think of off the top of my head. One is named Taryn. She’s going to be Aeryn’s BFF. She will play a major role. The other is named Allon. And that’s all I’m going to say about him.

Any other romances besides Aeryn/Azure?

YES. Oh you want more details? Hmm. There’s something of a love triangle involving some of the other major characters. It will not end up in a threesome or a polyamorous relationship, though, I promise.

Will Rayne be posted to the Internets?

I haven’t decided what I’m going to do with Rayne, exactly. But I will likely do a closed beta type thing, because feedback as I go is very helpful to me. This will likely be invitation only. If you’d like to be invited, shoot me an email.

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… my grandma’s sister-in-law is not from Spain.

ImageOkay, so you know when you’re a kid and your parents want to protect you from the Evil Truths of the world so they tell you sweet little lies? Well, my parents successfully preserved my innocence until the age of 30 on a certain matter.

When I was little, my grandma’s sister-in-law would come over to help my grandma take care of my great-grandma. I loved when she’d come over because she had this really cool accent when she spoke and also she was really fun. I have only vague, fuzzy memories, as I was very young so I don’t remember what she sounded like exactly. But I retain the memory of loving her accent and finding her really amusing as a kid.

I also remember asking my mom how come she spoke with that accent and my mom saying, “Oh, she’s from Spain. That’s what they sound like in Spain.”

Spain! I remember thinking. How cool!

After my great-grandma died and I moved from Puerto Rico to FL, I didn’t see her again for a long time. When I next saw her – about six years ago – I remember thinking that it was too bad she’d lost her Spanish accent because now she just sounded Puerto Rican. I had been looking forward to hearing her cool Spanish accent.

A few weeks ago, my mom, K and I were in PR and we were driving around and my mom was saying that I should probably go see that whole side of the family before I left to go back to France. So I was all excited and I told K about how cool this particular relative of mine was and that she was originally from Spain!

And then this conversation happened…

Mom: Spain? She’s not from Spain.

Me: What do you mean she’s not from Spain? She’s from Spain!

Mom: Her? She’s Puerto Rican.

Me: But you told me she was from Spain!! She had that cool Spanish accent! Remember? When she’d come to help grandma with abuela Maria and I asked you why she talked funny you said she was from Spain!

Mom: Oh! No she was just drunk.

Me: …

K: (laughing hysterically in the back seat of the car)

Me: But…she was so fun and crazy. And her accent…

Mom: Yeah… She was just drunk all the time.

Me: Oh. My. God. This whole time…

*facepalm*

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Rafaela

Rafaela’s storyline still involves dipping her toes into everyone else’s business, while being as subtle about it as possible. In some cases it means not being subtle at all. As long as she knows what all her daughters are up to, she’s happy. She’s even happier when she’s involved in some way. She’s also very busy trying to hide evidence and paperwork from Leonardo.

Alma

Alma breaks up with Leonardo because she finds pictures of herself in his desk. The truth, of course, is that Leonardo had someone following her to discover whether or not she was involved in Maximo’s death, but he tells her he had her followed because he was jealous and wanted to make sure she wasn’t cheating on him. Well, either way, Alma’s pissed.

Mercedes

Mercedes and Claudio have finally stopped pretending they’re not attracted to one another. Mercedes doesn’t trust Claudio so she keeps him at arms length, though she has trouble resisting him at the same time. This will probably go on for a while…

Julia/Mariana (and those other people)

We kick off episode 39 with a slumbering Julia who wakes up to find a naked Armando in bed with her. And she’s all, “Aaahh!” And we’re all, “Aaah!!” and Armando’s all, “I am dead sexy and neked. Let’s get it on.” But Julia points out that Mariana is there.

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Armando promises they won’t make noise. In fact, she probably won’t feel a thing and it’ll be over in fifteen seconds, give or take. He leans in to kiss her and she starts to let him but then she comes to her senses and pushes him away. Then she wakes up for real and turns around to find only Mariana in bed with her.

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Moving swiftly away from the ickiness of it all, we pick things up again at breakfast, where Mercedes joyfully announces that Rodo (that homophobic jerk that hit Mariana) has been arrested. Everyone starts to clap.

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And while everyone is super happy about the announcement, Mercedes does tell them that if Rodo makes bail then he’ll likely be out in a few days. But that either way, he’ll have gotten a taste of prison and next time he’ll think twice before being a homophobic jerk.

Unfortunately, optimism has no place in a soap opera…

Mariana and Rafaela are on their way home from a day spent shopping when Rodo, having spent about as long in prison as Julia did in Spain, poofs out of the nether to cackle evily and make it known that his guest spot on this show is not yet over. He openly threatens them while wearing his Powder Blue Hoodie of Doom.

Rafaela’s all, “Bitch, please.”

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Rafaela: “You know what happens to the individuals that mess with my family? They die from a gun shot.”

Good thing Leonardo isn’t around to hear her say that or he’d know for sure that Rafaela killed Maximo and then he’d be forced to shout, “MY NAME IS LEONARDO VILLEGAS. YOU KILLED MY ADOPTIVE FATHER – PREPARE TO DIE!” But that storyline isn’t going away quite yet, so there’s no sword-wielding Leonardo popping out of the nothing. Sadness.

Since Rodo knows he’s protected from harm by the Powder Blue Hoodie of Doom, he only laughs and then tells them, “Tonight I’m going to be at the amphitheater place beating up some gays. Here’s the address and the time I will be doing illegal things. And here’s my phone number in case you want to text me the exact time you and the authorities will be there to catch me in the act. Okay? Cool. Later, lesbos.” continue reading…

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I have come to the frightening conclusion that I am the decisive element. It is my personal approach that creates the climate. It is my daily mood that makes the weather. I possess tremendous power to make life miserable or joyous. I can be a tool of torture or an instrument of inspiration; I can humiliate or humor, hurt or heal. In all situations, it is my response that decides whether a crisis is escalated or de-escalated, and a person humanized or de-humanized. If we treat people as they are, we make them worse. If we treat people as they ought to be, we help them become what they are capable of becoming. – Goethe

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ImageAfter weeks and weeks of traveling, it’s nice to be home at last. Though I admit it also feels really strange to be home. Like “home” doesn’t yet feel like Home, if that makes sense. Today, however, feels a lot more normal than yesterday did. Yesterday was a bit like, “What is going on? Where am I? What am I supposed to be doing now? What needs to be done? Why can’t I relax? Should I do this? Should I clean that?”

I’m sorry for anyone that’s emailed me over the past month and a half and hasn’t heard back. More than likely I read your email but didn’t have time to shoot back a response at the time of my reading it. My Internet availability has been very off and on over the past few weeks. Even though I got back to France last Wednesday, I’ve been gone from the apartment since Thursday morning and didn’t return until this Tuesday evening.

I don’t know what to say about the trip. Florida involved … well, there was the “duck” pee, which turned out to not be duck pee – naturally. I forget what we settled on. Raccoon pee, maybe. A racoon peed on K, then. Or maybe a possum. Some unidentified creature with a bladder control problem peed on K. Maybe. Maybe it was me. I peed on K. No, scratch that. I don’t want that rumor getting started. It was definitely a possum. Or a raccoon. Maybe.

While I was in North Carolina, Karman from AfterEllen contacted me about featuring my Las Aparicio recaps over there, which was really cool. You can now find them over at AE. I have many episodes to catch up on, currently. I managed to keep up more or less while in FL but then I fell behind. And I’m even more far behind when it comes to the recaps. So, I will be getting back to those promptly.

Anyhoo, let’s go on a (very random) photographic tour of my vacation. Step this way, if you dare…

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I’m scared.

Armando: Please come in. Take a seat. How are you?

Julia: Good. You?

Armando: Good, good. Thanks.

Julia: You sure?

Mariana: You seem a little…

Armando: A little what?

Mariana: Nothing.

Julia: Are you taking any medicine? *points to all the beer on the table*

Armando: No, everything’s fine.

Julia: Okay, then, let’s get to the point of why we’re here. We wanted to talk to you, if you allow us to. Erm. A few things have happened lately and we’ve started thinking that … well… *elbows Mariana*

Mariana: That there’s important things in life and there’s other things that aren’t really worth it, you know? Like having fights and um … well… that’s why we’re here.

Armando: Okay but what is this about? What does this mean?

Julia: Specifically, we’ve come to make you a proposition.

I have no words to express how terrified I am right now. My first thought? Threesome. My feelings on that possibility: NO!! NOOOOO!! The second thought is maybe joint custody of Julia. Like Mariana gets her Monday through Friday and Armando can have her on the weekends.

I just … I can’t … my brain…

Is anyone feeling optimistic? I could use some optimism.

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ImageI can’t believe I’ve only been in the U.S. for a little over a week. I feel like it’s been a month.

K and I had to return our rental car last night because they were charging us an arm and a leg for the insurance and at that rate we wouldn’t be able to afford the plane tickets to Puerto Rico. So now we’re car-less.

Instead, we invested in bicycles. Everyone thinks we’re insane because it’s so hot outside that apparently only crazy people would consider biking in this heat. I guess we’ll be getting straitjackets in the mail, courtesy of the State of Florida.

Part of today has been spent on the TBSOL edits, which involves scrutinizing every sentence and cutting out as much of the novel as possible while still keeping the general story intact. I know that sounds a little scary but don’t worry, I haven’t done anything crazy to the story. I don’t think… Oh, well, except for the fact that it’s now set in space and Julianne and Kris are intergalactic ducks. But other than that.

(I’m kidding.)

Speaking of ducks, a duck peed on K yesterday.

K will deny it, but she can’t really prove that a duck didn’t pee on her so I think you should just believe me. Unless she gets mad at me for writing this, in which case you should all pretend that I didn’t write any of this here. She’ll be forced to believe that she hallucinated this entire part of the post and I’ll be off the hook.

Phew! That was close.

But enough about me. How are you all doing?

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If Julia ever goes back to Armando after all of this stupidity, I’m quitting television.

Here goes the sneak peek for tonight’s episode:

Julia: What are you doing here? I told you not to come back.

Armando: How could I not come back? I have to ask your forgiveness.

Julia: Forgiveness for what? For the way you talked to me or forgiveness for everything or…

Armando: Everything, Julia. Just forgive me, please.

Julia: There. Forgiven. But understand that this has nothing to do with you. You can leave without worries. I can’t believe that you don’t understand that this is something completely independent and that it has nothing to do with you.

Armando: Of course it has something to do with me. It has to do with me 100%. Because of me you’re a lesbian. You hate men.

Julia: *laughing* No, Armando, you’re very wrong. I can’t believe you’d say so many stupid things in the same sentence! Seriously, don’t think of yourself as so important. I’m not a lesbian nor am I anything because of you!

Armando: It’s a phase.

Julia: What?!

Armando: I understand it! But we can get through it together.

Julia: *facepalm* A phase?

Armando: Yes!

Julia: Together? What are you talking about? I’m going to repeat myself one more time and I hope it’s the last time I have to tell you like this: I’m with Mariana BECAUSE I WANT TO BE WITH MARIANA! Because we love each other!

Ileana: You decided to stay with Mariana?!

Alma: ILEANA!

Ileana: What??

Julia: Thanks a whole lot for coming to ruin everything. Now could you please get out of here and we’ll talk some other time?

What is Julia even doing at her mom’s house? Shouldn’t she be packing all her stuff into a U-haul by now? Or at the very least tearing Mariana’s clothes off again? Lesbianism, Julia, you’re doing it wrong.

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A few of you have tweeted me asking what the two girls are saying in the latest sneak peek of Las Aparicio, so I thought I’d take a break from my vacation to translate the dialogue for you.

Mariana: Hey. What are you doing?

Julia: I’m looking at the casting page, my love. To see if there’s one for us. It’s time, no, for us to do more castings.

Mariana: Mmm. I want to talk.

Julia: About what?

Mariana: (Taking the computer away) I want your attention.

Julia: Ayyyy. Okay. Talk to me.

Mariana: I just wanted to know how you feel. And what you’re going to tell your family about this.

Julia: Well, look, the truth is that I’m a little nervous but not that much because I feel that deep down they’re already expecting it. They’re just waiting for the moment I arrive and tell them, “Mom, Aurelia, sisters, nieces, I’m deeply in love with…” Armando, what are you doing here?

Armando: Julia, my love.

Mariana: No…

Julia: How did you get here? Why? When?

Armando: I came for you. I came back for you. You have no idea how much I missed you. I was dying over there in Spain.

Julia: Wait, wait wait. This is neither the time nor the place. (To Mariana) I’m going to go talk to him.

Mariana: Yeah.

Julia: Please. Please. Please. I’ll talk to him and take care of it.  (Walks off and takes Armando’s hand and leads him to the exit) Come this way. Come! Walk!

Mariana: *emo*

Oh, Mariana. Didn’t you know nothing good ever happens after lesbian sex on TV? At least you’re still alive.

So now what? Does Julia stay with Mariana while secretly yearning for Armando? Does she sleep with Armando? Does Mariana freak out and leave for the beach again to pick up some other lesbian that’s all wrong for her? Does Hernan give her a pep talk and cheer her up?

Why oh why did he have to come back? Oh, right. Soap opera.

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I was going to write things, but my brain is fried as a result of watching this. So, I’m just going to embed the video. Okay? Okay.

Errrrrm yeah.

Via | One More Lesbian

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